Wanting to be a certain way by a certain point in time is subject to the psychological illusion of time.
Experiencing time as ‘real’ can be useful. But when it’s restrictive; it’s not useful. When you feel restricted by time, it’s best to remember that time is a lie.
There is no future or past. They are constructs of your psychology.
Wake up from the dream. Come back to the present moment. To reality. Here. Now.
Right here and now you are free. You don’t have to be or do anything.
When you’re back here, now, look at what options are right in front of you.
Which one would you love to do?
Keep meeting life, one moment at a time.
Loving you, JP